I am the kinda girl every other girl hates, I prefer the company of lads, less bitchyness and drama occur. My real friends,family and my son are my life. You will know if i hate you, i will be a bitch and ignore you or tease you like fuck. Better that than too be two faced like most other lasses. I still have a lot of growing up to do, at 19 i still act 15 but at least in the past 9 months i have added a few years onto that, being pregnant makes you mature just a tad more.
I am not rich or famous and never will be, but i will make something of my life, having a kid is just a holdup in my career, watch this space, i want to prove you all wrong (:
"One million years I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream"
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Wednesday, 19 January 2011
Everyone should not listen to Tom Pursey cos guess what,i passed school with Gcses which enabled me to do Health and social care level 2 at Durham New College, and then Hairdressing a year later at the same college, i have my qualifications which allows me to work in a nursery, nursing home etc…and i hav never been kicked out of 3 colleges and iv only ever been to New college, went to Bish for 2 hours but left to return to Durham because my bf at the time was there. I for one was on the pill, he saw me take it everyday and an alarm was always set. I NEVER WANTED KIDS, AND ESPESH WITH HIM, and who cares if i didnt have an abortion, sorry if i dont believe in them, i don’t regret it.Who cares if im moving away back to my hometown near my family, he can get the bus if he wants, if he loves Bailey like he says he does then he would offer to buy things and too come see him at his new house.Hes telling shit once again so ignore the wanker
Smoking is not a good idea when you suffer from extreme blood loss, oh whey i havn’t fainted yet & lets hope it stays that way =]
2 weeks to go til im in okay health *fingers crossed*
It’s seriously not a good idea to exorcise for hours when you’re not in perfect health and have recently lost a huge amount of blood.
The things i do to try to fit into a size 8 again :/
Never thought i would ever say this but being a mum is the best thing that has ever happend to me. I have went from hating kids to having a beautiful baby boy.
Theres nothing like the love of a child <3
I seriously need to pop this baby out soon,
I hate waddeling like a penguin,
I hate the fact very little clothes fit me,
I hate not being able to wear normal black skinny jeans and band teeshirts,
I hate my emotions being all over the place,
I hate puking my guts up whenever i eat to fast,
I HATEEEEEEEEE BEING ALONE!.
& I want to be able to teach some people a lesson in life (not to be a 2 faced manipulative bitch)
But on the otherhand all of them will be worth the sleepless nights,
Being pissed/puked on,
Having little money,
Putting back college till next September,
But i wouldn’t have it any other way xD
So what if for the past 9 months have been abit of a drag with late night hospital visits and over 20 blood tests and needles,
Im sure my little boy will be worth every single penny and time spent.
His name is now Bailey Rayne Scott and its staying that way <3
Cause I don’t want to live in fear,
I can’t stop the rain,
But I can stop the tears,
I can fight the fire,
But I can’t fight the fear”
–http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SIRp2A1ahGI&feature=related
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
–http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsibx6-PiE8&feature=related
If there is one thing that i would really like to do next year it would be too see Black Veil Brides at Boro Empire in February 011.
Not only would it be an amazing night and most likely beat My Chems 2007 concert but AndySixx would obv be there, how amazing it would be to actually see the guy who is on my bedroom wall and all over my PC….(im not as obsessed as i used to be).
But its something that needs to be done, i need to see Black Veil Brides live and they are never in the UK apart from really rare times seeing as how they mostly tour just America and nowhere else because they are not as popular as other bands. :/
Tickets are on sale tomorrow and i was going to buy some without even thinking about how i would get there and back because Boro isn’t even far away from where i live.
However now iv thought about it i realise i can’t go, i may have the money to buy the tickets now but there is always the fact that Ethan will only be 3-4 months and he wouldn’t have no-one to care for him if i left to go see them.
I could hire a babysitter but then that means he would be left with someone he very rarely knew and they wouldn’t know how to handle him. Another main reason is more money would have to be spent, money which i wont have by the time Feb comes along and especially money for the train or bus there and back and also cash to pay the sitter.
I think il give this tour a miss, its a shame but you can’t always get what you want in life.
First you slag my kid off on tumblr and then deny it and tell Tom shit and make him fall out with me and now he dumps you because he put his mate first (and wasnt being selfish) and now you hate him and are calling him a liar and slagging him off on facey b and tumblr…whats it like been proving that u write a load of balls on here pet??
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